(Continued from A Wild’s Tale Part 1)
As she stepped out into the dimming evening sun of yet another city she was forced to tour, a heavy sigh escaped her. This was the sixth stop on a tour promoting “international relations” her father had sent her on. She wasn’t a fool though. She knew this was a tour to put her in front of every possible suitor in other kingdoms, with her father hoping she would catch their eyes. It seemed many from her own country still didn’t want to sully the reputation of her first betrothed since they had warped him into some kind of war hero. She didn’t care.
After her hysteric crying on the floor of her chambers she vowed she would be resigned to her fate. She didn’t cry again from that night on. She would smile when she was told and she would do the bare minimum that was expected of her. She didn’t hate her life, but she couldn’t help but feel something was always missing. Something that seemed just out of her grasp, but she dared not think too hard on. Instead she wrote in her book. She wrote mundane things, she wrote her feelings, she wrote her daydreams. She never mentioned him, but every time she opened her book she thought of her Advisor and tried to follow his wishes to fill her book with all the potential she could hope to. The pages had been filled, margins scribbled in, embarrassing things crossed out to the point that she had taken to writing on scraps of paper and inserting them inside as best she could. She knew it was only a matter of time, though. Before she left on this journey she had bundled the book with leather ties and vowed that it was time for her to find something new. She couldn’t bring herself be away from it though, so it traveled with her where ever she went.